the book of Dreams : 
calamity within Deluge

“Pick a card”, the hag said. “Any card”, and so I did.

Of a time worth its while in the vault of memory
some, with faith would care and seek audience in passing days
He had not walked the breadth of their prison
Ascertained to show a sign that in purity of truth
it Seemed not; the fading into a dream
their ministrations impeded, the sympathy would cease

    derelict

The pestilence claimed the most from him
a night that withstood the frivolous chime of laughter
or a scent of miscalculated deception gathering its folds
forcing him into a necessary gloom, an evil silence
For the old longing in monotony was abandoned
And facing the caricature of existence had he no answers

    sonambulist

such Sadness left not a reaching for the Void undiscovered
He was strewn across the path of the Scouring, the last martyr
muse of lyric was beseeched, horror weeps a wailing scare
Your shield of faith drenched

    five 
    the 
    full caress

“Tell me the whole story”, words I never thought to utter. 
She continued her sing-song confusion:

And the fruitless bosom of dying affection. 
The symptoms lent a curious glance to the unnameable,  
an abomination which roamed unceasing, corrupt in ignorance. 
For  the Millennia was beset by hauntings heretofore welcomed. 
And the prize of sleep was not given in extending a tendril to capture: 
Malady has coerced thus ill-fated child unto the realm of shadow stumbles.

Survive not the minor quakes, upon the Monster’s horns was he adorned. 
The outcome flawed: of calamity within Deluge, the abomination in craving has branched off on its own. 
Letting it be known that it needs him no further. The insidious scheme has been in the works for a means 
so that the Gehenna must soon come. 

Has it not shown its hideous face in undeniable fevers, in dreams of shivering  ?
In waking have these clung as the heat of a maddened sun. He speaks within the edge of Dreaming,
and the tale is of blood. Though the need for immediate aid. Worst of insults,  never be attended to. 
For none respond  to Cassandra. Even those who saw beyond the masque. 
Later asked no more to be spared. Failing to cloak the horror, 
has it been let out this fiend of my own manufacture.  

The  Sundering  fooled us all into believing.

With fears and doubts it gorged upon these failures swelling to ramifications,
eventually drowning the Self. Evening further, closing with the faintest of snow 
(when there is no such thing as a little snow). Soon the Maiden conjures a rage unabated burying everything alive. The despair none will ever come to know, visit or dwell. She-of-small faith looked back a few times until the glare consumed  and it could no longer be seen. She melted into the sun.

Further and deeper into this River I plow.
My limbs tire twice have borne the suffering. 
An antidote against the currents of Life. 
The cure as potent as the illness in accordance 
to the wishes of my Prince. 
Free me from such misery. 
Why would it not now end?


“I cannot care. 
I walk whilst I sleep. 
My hands are full.” 
- the author, quoted immediately upon waking 

97 November 3
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