denied. 

It feels strange, going home. 
When home is where the heart is, then I have never felt at home. 
Instead I have always been alone. I have none. What the heart doesn’t know. 
Deserts, forests, planets, systems, stars and moons make no difference. 
I have never felt at home. I’ve forgotten how good anger can feel. 
Walking wounded. 

verhexte. 

All plans fall apart. All hearts depart. 
I tried to hold on. But then she let me go.
"I couldn’t find you." 
I never left home.

The Absolute Truth of Nothing Revealed.
My anger is unceasing. 
Ashes in my mouth. 
Ashes in my heart. 
The World Always Hell. 
Fade not away from Heaven Seen. 
End the sorrow. 
Every single time is the end for us. 
She never knew which way was up. 
A cigarette without you is lonesome. 
I quit smoking. 
Because 
I want to.